Hey guys!! it's been a long time since i've updated! well here's whats been going on. 

Basketball~ completely sucks!! i want to quit so bad, but i'm not a quitter so i'm gonna stick with it the rest of the year.  I mean i am a senior now and it is my last year.

School~ christmas break couldn't be better.  i'm madeg the grades that i need to keep my future the way that i want it.  College is coming up and i can't wait.  I'm definately ready to get out of this town.  It's just full of gossip and backstabbing people. 

Boys~ haha, o'fallon boys are so gay.  not all but most.  i was in a relationship but it ended in such a bad way.  it sucks that we used to be such good friends, and now we are nothing, but he kinda destroyed that himself.  I have never been disrespected like that before in my life.  i hope he enjoys being a pedofile.  Right now i'm just gonna enjoy the single life.  Going on some dates and just seeing what is out there.  I'm having the time of my life doing it too.

Friends~ I love my friends.  They are the greatest people in the world.  Right now i'm just trying to make everything in my life better. mend the broken pieces and keep the strong friendships going.  Thanks to all my friends for sticking w/ me through the years! You guys are definately the greatest!!

Softball~ i'm soo ready for my schools season but i'm even more ready to get back to playing with my extreme girls.  Last year was my first year playing with them and i enjoyed it so much. The friendships that i've made with the girls on that team are so much bigger than i could have ever imagined.  They are not only the greatest people, but they are so awesome at softball.  Girls thank you so much for taking me into your extreme family! i'm gonna miss every single one of you when i go off to college! can't wait for this season and nationals again!

Family~ i've never felt so close to my family.  We are getting along really good and i'm growing closer than ever to them.  My brother is getting ready to move into his own house and i couldn't be happier.  Then i get this whole house to myself and i don't have to worry about him bothering me all the time!

Well i hope that everyone had a fantastic 2005! but i know that i'm gonna be livin' it up in '06!! My 18th birthday is on saturday, you know i'm gonna be enjoying my time soon!! well everyone, leave messages!!

<3 Martie <3

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Hey guys!! Thought i would do a quick update.  Tomorrow if FINALLY friday! I'm going to the football game w/ Landry, Wood, and all those guys, then we are going to head over to hooters! oh yeah, tons of fun for me right? haha not!! Then not sure, I guess it's whatever the boys wanna do.  Saturday morning i have a cross country meet.  I'm not sure of whether or not i'm going to be riding the bus or taking my car because i think i might roll on over to bloomington afterwards to visit ISU or over to champaign to visit U of I. I guess we will see. Saturday night i'm probably going to hang out w/ the boys again.  I have to help Eric out with a girl problem, but that won't be too difficult.  I feel so bad for him that he got stuck w/ a psycho ex. girlfriend. 

School is going alright.  It gets really boring when teachers lecture all day, but seeing all my friends makes it a lot better. Yesterday (wednesday) kat, trina, and kleiner came over to see me for a while! it was so awesome!! we were planning some horrible things that we are going to do certain people but that is going to remain a mystery.

Extreme softball starts in 2 weeks!! i'm way excited to get to hang out with all the girls again! spending all of your time w/ them makes you become like sisters!! it's great fun!! I CAN'T WAIT!!

Well i'm off to go call some boys and get some dates since i'm SINGLE  as crap. If your a guy and you might be interested, hit up the cell and we will hang out sometime! or if u just wanna hang out as friends, we can do that too!!

Hope everyone is having a great week!

<3 Martie <3

Hey guys!! It's been a bit since i've updated so here it is! This past weekend i had the best time of my life!! It had been FOREVER!! since i had hung out w/ all the people was with (mallory, eric, derek, chris, woody, landry, frank, jamie, bethany, doug, etc.) and i had a BLAST!! it had been a long a$$ time since i had hung out w/ all of them and i DEFINATELY realized what i had been missing out on!! We are going to start hanging out with a heck of a lot more than we used to! i never realized how much fun it was to hang out w/ jamie and bethany! they are such awesome people and i had such a good time w/ them!! i met some freaking awesome people this weekend and i'm going to keep in touch with them! especially stefan since he made such a difference in the way i act!

Well school has been going good! physics is getting hard but it is kinda easy at the same time!! Mr herrington sucks as a teacher, and everyone in my class totally agrees!! i am way excited to be getting out of high school after this year! there are too many people that act like immature little people! but i guess that some people just like to be cheated on!! but that's a totally different story!

This weekend i'm gonna hang out w/ landry, jamie, wood, and all of them again! i am ready to let loose and have some fun w/ all my friends!! it's gonna be great!

well i should probably go dye my hair! i'll update again later!! hey to all my college people!! leave comments plz!!

<3 Martie <3

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- Just The Girl

Hey guys!

it's been a little bit since i've updated so i thought i would!! I don't have time to write a lot but i'll do as much as i can!!

This weekend should be fun!! i'm going to be hanging out with numerous people!! I can't wait until sunday though when i get to hang out w/ my awesome collinsville chicas!! i love all of them!!  we are going to kirkwood missouri to watch the college reverse tournament!! hopefully we will see some familiar faces playing! but yeah, i'm way excited!

school lately has sucked, well because it's school! go figure! but it's ok we are already half way for first quarter which is good! cause that means senior year is going by fast! i can't wait to get to college to get away from all the high school drama! i'm tired of stupid people that are mean to others for no damn reason! it makes me mad! i mean seriously, lets grow up and act like adults like we should be!!

well i have to go work on some college stuff! i'll update again soon!! (i hope) hope everyone is having a great week!

<3 Martie <3

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Hey guys! How's it going?! Well lets just say that it hasn't been a long time since i've updated, but since i'm waiting for my party tonight, i thought i would write a few things in here! I would like to start off talking about my brother!! yeah, i know, me and my brother haven't really gotten along in the past! (even that is an understatement) but lately, things between us have been really good.  I have more respect for him than i ever have, and i know deep down in him he has respect for me too.  He works hard and is very dedicated to the things that he does.  in the past it seems like he was always ashamed of me, but now it seems that that has changed.  Not too long ago, he introduced me to his girlfriend, lindsey. He had never introduced me to any of his other girlfriends before that.  It made me feel somewhat connected to him.  He just doesn't understand how much i truly look up to him.  Granted, we are complete opposites (i hate working and he loves it, i love playing sports and he doesn't) but sometimes we agree on certain things.  There are times when we definately don't get along, and there are other times when i know he is there and that i can count on him.  The reason that i am putting this in here is because i am hoping that he will read it and understand what i think about.  I mean he is my brother and i never really tell him how i feel or anything.  Which is why i think that we have never officially gotten along too well. and if his girlfriend reads this, i hope that she will talk to me so that if her and my brother last a long time, then i will begin to this of her as my sister. 

Anyways, enough about that.  Today is the 18's beginning of the year party and i'm way excited that i get to hang out with all of the collinsville girls again.  Since school has started, i haven't really been able to see them, but today that is going to change.  And then on friday, we are going to hang out when o'fallon plays collinsville in football! that is going to be soo much fun!! i totally can't wait!

Well i think i'm gonna go watch tv and chill a bit before i go to this party!! If anything exciting is happening soon, be sure to hit up the cell!!

<3 Martie <3