Hey guys!! it's been a long time since i've updated! well here's whats been going on. 

Basketball~ completely sucks!! i want to quit so bad, but i'm not a quitter so i'm gonna stick with it the rest of the year.  I mean i am a senior now and it is my last year.

School~ christmas break couldn't be better.  i'm madeg the grades that i need to keep my future the way that i want it.  College is coming up and i can't wait.  I'm definately ready to get out of this town.  It's just full of gossip and backstabbing people. 

Boys~ haha, o'fallon boys are so gay.  not all but most.  i was in a relationship but it ended in such a bad way.  it sucks that we used to be such good friends, and now we are nothing, but he kinda destroyed that himself.  I have never been disrespected like that before in my life.  i hope he enjoys being a pedofile.  Right now i'm just gonna enjoy the single life.  Going on some dates and just seeing what is out there.  I'm having the time of my life doing it too.

Friends~ I love my friends.  They are the greatest people in the world.  Right now i'm just trying to make everything in my life better. mend the broken pieces and keep the strong friendships going.  Thanks to all my friends for sticking w/ me through the years! You guys are definately the greatest!!

Softball~ i'm soo ready for my schools season but i'm even more ready to get back to playing with my extreme girls.  Last year was my first year playing with them and i enjoyed it so much. The friendships that i've made with the girls on that team are so much bigger than i could have ever imagined.  They are not only the greatest people, but they are so awesome at softball.  Girls thank you so much for taking me into your extreme family! i'm gonna miss every single one of you when i go off to college! can't wait for this season and nationals again!

Family~ i've never felt so close to my family.  We are getting along really good and i'm growing closer than ever to them.  My brother is getting ready to move into his own house and i couldn't be happier.  Then i get this whole house to myself and i don't have to worry about him bothering me all the time!

Well i hope that everyone had a fantastic 2005! but i know that i'm gonna be livin' it up in '06!! My 18th birthday is on saturday, you know i'm gonna be enjoying my time soon!! well everyone, leave messages!!

<3 Martie <3